Bosan

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Bosan?
Aku pun bosan gak.

Jom ngeteh hujung minggu ni. :)

:) Happy :(

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Di sini saya nak berceloteh panjang sikit. Kalau tak tahan nak dengar, boleh la skip ye. Hehe.. nak lepaskan tenaga selepas main badminton. Trust me, jangan baca jika anda bukan doktor psikiatri. Okey?

What Now?

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Sudah agak lama saya membisu. Bukan merajuk, cuma ada beberapa perkara nak diselesaikan selepas 'cuti' ni.

Apa yang saya rasa? Hm.. saya tak sabar-sabar nak memulakan sesi pembelajaran.

Baru-baru ini saya menghadiri Kursus Interpersonal Skill oleh Master Rosli, Dale Carnegie's trainer. Banyak jugak ilmu komunikasi yang diperturunkan, namun masih tak dilupa nasihat beliau iaitu.. "Amalkan!".

Antara ilmu yang diajarkan ialah.. Never, ever Condemn & Criticize!

Jumpa lagi.

Survival Mode to Champion Mode!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Alhamdulillah. Today will mark a significant date of my simple life. A history to be made. From living in survival mode into living to the fullest and riskiest, champion mode.

Menghitung Detik..

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Hari ni adalah hari terakhir aku buat onkol di hospital daerah kerajaan. Setelah hampir 4 tahun bersengkang mata tengah-tengah malam, akhirnya dapat jua aku berehat malam-malam tanpa diganggu. Alangkah nikmatnya tidur pada malam yang tidak perlu lagi risau dengan keadaan pesakit di dalam wad, juga risau akan keadaan pesakit yang mungkin masuk dalam wad.

If you have to choose..

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It is bad that we live by following what has been prepared for us. Is it good?

Well, as for me, I seem to follow what has been told to me along the path of my past life. When I entered into school, I was told to earn highest mark. I was told that those who get the highest mark are those that hard-working, disciplined, and brilliant. Everybody praises and some envy those who earn higher marks.

I was not really interested to get the highest mark, as I was lazy.. last-minute.. and not so brilliant after all. But, alhamdulillah, Allah has made my life easier while some others struggles in front of my eyes. Fortunately, without much struggle, I managed to score in PMR exam with my last-minute memory bullets. Having score less meaning you left with few choices, and having score higher meaning more better schools to choose from.

But.. I was told that I should stay and continue study for the school. Flourish the school's name as the teachers had helped you flourish. I pause.. I want to study science. Science is a subject that I love the most. I love exploring and venturing. That's why I made bold choice by transferring into another school which offer me science subjects in SPM. Is it good?

Well, I love the subjects. Kimia.. is such a peanut. Fizik.. quite a challange but still able to kick. Matematik.. too easy. Add Math.. awesome! I love the subject so much. Very mind challenging, yet winnable. But.. I dont understand why I has to learn Language, History. So, cut story short, I managed to pull quite a good score in my SPM.

But for the next life junction of choice.. I kept following what has told by others. I do not regret of following such decisions, but now.. I made my own choice once again. And I hope.. if I failed, I failed early and cheap so that I can continue learn what the lessons has had for me. If I win, I win big and satisfying so that I will keep fighting and learning..

I won't stop learning, whatever blockstones await for me.
And.. I hope to learn everything that I love the best I can.